Jack the hob0

dead diary, mood: apathetic.
emo much lol
oh well, my sister has head lices, so I had to take that yucky shampoo:S
EEEEEEEEEEK!
plus I had to go to the hospital 'cause I made an other diabetes shit. fuck.
so I feel all crappy and my hair smells like 34 corpses:(
yock
But I'm in love so it's okay
I met my everything
Josh
gosh
♥
ilu

My comp crashed...
gosh since last time, I went at the hospital 'cause I was coughing blood like a tard.
Pagé came back...it was awkward but okay, he's okay now
I had 3 horseback ridding accidents
I passed a math test[FINALLY!]
and erm...that's it!
Oh and erm...I'm in looooove
He's not gay but still
Of course, he had to dye his hair black
He was a cute long haired metal kid...who was naturally blond
He ruined it...But he's still the sex and he has the prettiest voice ever<3
I sound like a 12 years old:(

"You don't deserve to live, we should exterminate everyone like you, you're our society's pestilence"

He said that in my face the little son of a bitch! I know it's not true, but still, it hurts me. M. Nantel caught him, he's suspended for 3 days. I'm getting killed after those 3 days loll. Oh well, at least he got what he deserved.
Student/parents/teachers day:S Kind of weird. They're all so kind with me I can't believe it. "Charles-Étiennes could do better, but we understand he was thinking about the fact that the others were harassing him so it's a decent report card"
Wow, the art teacher spoke to me like 30 minutes about how great I am. Ego boost lol, I was about to cry. I decided I wanted to become a straight A student... Tomorrow it'll be over but what ever, I feel less guilty now.

I decieded to make almost eveything in here private.
There's so many things I'm ashamed of, so many things I want to forget... But I cant, it has to stay here.
I kept 3 entries, nicky, oliver and the day she left me.
I took all the comments off, made something so you guys cant post new ones...
I'm starting over.
Good Bye old Charles-Étiennes.

It's over, nicky and I... I'll miss you.
You know when there's just no more magic?
That's what happened.
It sucks but it's life eh?
I'm sorry you've been through all that shit because of me.
(k)

One year from now, you were still here, standing tall and bright by our side. You were making us laugh with your new yucky french accent mixed up with the one from Quebec. You were always there for us, I guess we weren't there enough for you.
I wanted to change things. I'd like to make everything better. I can't, you're gonne, you're never coming back. I miss you.
"you've died and I'm here
thinking that I hear your voice,
but it's somebody else
it's always somebody else
why did you die?
don't leave me please
I beg you God tonight bring me peace
I'll never sleep without
the dreams of you alive here with me."
emery

I love my everything;
I love the way she's always there for me;
I love the way she wakes me up by yelling and moshing in the lockers;
I love the way she pretends to not understand anything;
I love you Nicky<3